Well that was unexpected. (Closed. For Lincoln)

[thediceloveme]

Lee was fretting. She'd never fretted over a meeting with Lincoln, ever, and here she was pacing her apartment. She looked at her phone and checked the message again. It hadn't changed. He'd be here any minute now.

Lee looked in the mirror and fussed with her hair when she heard the buzzer. She smiled and rolled her eyes at herself. Now that he was here she was just happy to see him.

Bouncing to the door, she pressed the intercom. "Come on up. The doors open." She said and pressed the release.

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[lincolnmiller]

Brushing his thumb against her cheek, Lincoln enjoyed the soft feel of her hair through his fingers as he pushed a hand gently into her hair. At the little noise of surprise he made to pull away before groaning into the kiss Lee chased from him.

He broke the kiss though, for a moment, to look at her; Really look at her. She had always looked beautiful to him but right now her lips were wet, soft, and kissable. He couldn't have stopped himself from kissing her again even if he had wanted to. And he didn't.

Hand pressing against her back, Lincoln pressed her closer until he could feel every inch of Lee against him. Bending down to kiss her, he teased her lips apart as he deepened the kiss.

[thediceloveme]

Lee reached up and threaded her fingers through his hair, rising up on her toes as he deepened the kiss. She could do this forever. In fact, she was wondering why they hadn't been doing this forever. Lincoln was her closest friend, but there was more than that.

Breaking the kiss naturally, she dropped her head to his shoulder to just breathe for a second. She needed a minute before this went any further because as much as she wanted to just carry on kissing him, she needed to be sure what was going on.

"Lincoln..." She said and it came out far more breathily than she intended. Laughing, she cleared her throat and looked up at him. "This is...what is this? We don't do this."

[lincolnmiller]

Letting out a soft groan as he felt Lee's fingers brush through his hair, Lincoln almost wished that he'd kissed her sooner. Then they could have been kissing all this time. All those times he'd stayed over or she had and not doing anything.

Tightening his hold on Lee, Lincoln cleared his throat as they broke the kiss. Smiling as he glanced down at her, he brushed her hair back before ducking down to kiss her again even as she spoke his name.

"Yeah?" Lincoln began, running his thumb over her bottom lip. It was hard to think, he just had to try and think it through logically. "Why not? Why don't we do this? It's just us but a bit more."

[thediceloveme]

He kissed her again and Lee melted against him, going after him hungrily until she caught herself and took a breath. She licked her lips and caught the thumb he was stroking over her bottom lip, blushing but not pulling back. Lee had the obscene urge to open up and wrap her lips around his thumb and she had to close her eyes for a second to tamp it down.

She opened her eyes and smiled. "God, you're making this difficult." She said, reaching up to move his distracting hand, pressing it to her cheek and covering it with her hand. "You've never said anything. We've always been physical and I love it, but-..." She trailed off and tried to think past the lust haze filling her thoughts. "I didn't know you were an option for me. I didn't know we were an option."

[lincolnmiller]

"Sorry, I'll... try to. I know this is hard," Lincoln murmured honestly, watching with a heat that lingered in the way he looked at her. Pressing his hand against her cheek, he smiled when she moved his hand away from her tempting mouth and teasing tongue. For a moment he thought she was going to do something else before she didn't. "I don't know, I've always thought you were beautiful Lee. I've told you enough."

He'd thought that at least had been obvious. The other stuff had taken him longer to realise. The way he felt after texting with her all night, wanting her to be with him and aching, hard, until he had a cold shower to relieve the tension. He hadn't thought too much about it though, it was just the way they always had been but he had been jealous. And looking back, he always had been when she had dates as happy as he tried to be.

It was just complicated on his end now, he liked Sam and didn't want to lose her friendship when that was just beginning.

"Do you want us to be an option?" Lincoln asked.

[thediceloveme]

"You think lots of girls are beautiful, Lincoln. You went out with them..." She said and looked up at him. "I love hearing it. I do. But when you're dating other women?" She realised how that sounded and smiled ruefully. "Apparently I get jealous. I don't think I saw it before but yeah, I really get jealous."

She thought about his question. This thing they had, their friendship, it was too important to throw away if things went wrong but she didn't want to never take the chance either. She watched him for a second. "Do you? You date more than I do. I...is there any way I can say 'I don't want to share' without sounding like an asshole?" she asked with a shake of her head.

[lincolnmiller]

"Because lots of girls are beautiful, just the way they are and someone should tell them that. But it's-it's different with you somehow, I don't know." Lincoln said thoughtfully, trying to explain it but it was hard to explain the feeling inside his chest. The way he felt when he was with her. Comfortable with her in a way he very rarely was with anyone.

"Yeah, I think I kind of do want to try. Even if it doesn't work, I don't think it would change us." Lincoln said. And if it did, well Lincoln was always the guy getting dumped not the guy doing the dumping. If she decided that she wanted out then he'd support her choice, he'd be there for her as a friend. Because he did care. "You don't sound like an asshole, you could never sound like that. And I don't usually date more than one person. I'd like to date you though, if you'll have me?"

He brushed her hair back, leaning down to kiss her softly. He'd talk to Samantha, he hoped she'd be okay with his choice. And he'd still stay friends with her if she was okay with that.

[thediceloveme]

"I'll always have you, Lincoln. Any way you want to be with me...friends, whatever this new thing is. But yes. I think I really do want to date you." She said, grinning.

She went willingly when he leant in to kiss her, making a hungry noise as she slipped her tongue out to taste his lips. Maybe this wasn't going to work. Maybe they wouldn't be compatible, physically. That thought struck a chord and she hesitated a little, unsure now. He had a lot of experience. She wasn't completely innocent but she was nowhere near his league. She just didn't know how to tell him about the whole virginity thing.

[lincolnmiller]

"Not quite sure how dating is going to be any different to our normal dates but I like this. I could get used to it." Lincoln murmured, thinking about the kisses and how she seemed to hungrily kiss him. Teasing her eager little tongue, Lincoln kissed her deeper before stretching his arms around her.

Feeling the way she tensed, he pulled back to press a chaste kiss against her mouth. He didn't want to scare her off, not after everything.

"That was... good, incredible," Lincoln murmured gruffly, brushing a kiss against her cheek then jaw before finally kissing her neck. Tongue darting out, he licked her skin gently before sucking a little. He had to stop himself from biting even if he really wanted to. "Am I still allowed to stay over?"

[thediceloveme]

"I think there might be some differences." She said, grinning and looking at him like she was just seeing him for the first time. How could she have missed this for the last however many years?

The little chaste kiss went a long way to making her relax. The kisses down her throat had her baring it for him, arching into him, cupping the back of his head as he sucked at her skin. It felt obscenely good. She was already desperate to get more, more of him, of this, of them. "You're still allowed to stay over." She murmured. "You can keep me warm."

[lincolnmiller]

"I don't know, unless you mean you're going to let me win at COD for once?" Lincoln murmured, teasing smile lingering on his lips. Running his hand down her back, he tried to soothe the spooked tension he'd noticed as they stayed together. "We'll go slow? However much you want, okay? No pressure."

He couldn't promise he wouldn't groan though, not when she bared her throat for him like that. Following the line of her neck to her collarbone, Lincoln kissed a path down before drawing his mouth back up again. He had to take a moment to breathe when he felt her arch into him, and another when he nipped at her skin with blunt teeth trying to get her to moan.

[thediceloveme]

"Never happening." She said, leaning up to kiss him, thrilled at the ability to do that. She didn't think that would ever get old. He was soothing her with every sweep of his hand over her back. He'd always been able to calm her down when she was worked up and this was apparently no different. "Thank you." She said smiling softly at him. "I want it - all of it - but slow is good for me. A little out of practice..." she swallowed and scrunched her nose up. "also, lacking in practical experience." She added, hoping he'd understand. Maybe he already knew, but if they were being honest then she was going to be completely honest.

Of course her resolve was going to be tested every single time he did that moaning breathe against her skin and made her echo it by biting her gently. She didn't think she'd be into that but holy shit it felt good and it punched a noise out of her that she was pretty sure she'd never made ever. "Jesus, Lincoln."

[lincolnmiller]

"But I'm pretty sure I'm your Bae, I think that gets COD privileges. Doesn't it?" Lincoln joked, even as he winced at the word bae which he kind of loathed even if he did think Miranda Sings was hilarious. And he really liked terrifying Roose with her.

Running his hand up and down her back, Lincoln nodded as he listened to her. Pulling back to look in her eyes, he looked at her sincerely as he tried to answer her.

"I know, it's okay. I don't mind Lee, I just want you to be comfortable... To feel good, okay?" Lincoln murmured honestly. He didn't want her to ever feel unsafe with him, he only wanted to make her feel desired, happy, and comfortable.

"That was a good Jesus Lincoln?" He asked before nodding. He touched where he'd kissed her with his fingertips before smiling at her. "Okay, that I can do."

[thediceloveme]

Lee eyed him and made a face. "I promise a five kill head start every match if you promise never to say that word again ever." She said.

"Okay." She said, blowing out a breath and grinned. "You get to go where no man has gone before." She said, completely unable to resist the quote. The smile faded into a sigh and a gasp as he ran his fingers over the place he'd bitten and kissed her. "That was definitely a good 'Jesus Lincoln'. You can keep doing all those things."

[lincolnmiller]

"Deal, who knew the way to your heart and beating you on Xbox was terrible internet slang." Lincoln replied, flashing her a terribly goofy smile as she made a face up at him. He tapped her mouth with his fingers, brushing them again before leaning down to kiss her just soft and sweet. He kind of never wanted to stop.

"I'm Kirk? I always wanted to be Picard, also which Kirk am I? Old school or Reboot?" Lincoln murmured against her mouth seriously. He knew what she meant though, he didn't mind it at all. After all, it'd probably take a little while to adjust to dating and kissing Lee and not just dating and... kissing... Lee. Yeah, okay Roosevelt might have been right. "Can I keep doing all those things, right now?"

Smiling down at Lee, he brushed his hands down her arm before threading his fingers through hers.

[thediceloveme]

Her smart retort was completely swallowed up by the little happy noise she let out when he kissed her again, his lips soft on hers.

She smiled against his mouth as he talked. "No one is Picard. Picard is one of a kind." She said, stealing a kiss just for the novelty of it. Of course the geek side of her brain wasn't done yet so she broke it and looked at him thoughtfully. "Then again, old school Kirk was a super badass and a hero, which is you, obviously. But new Kirk is earnest like you too." She sighed dramatically. "It's no good. I think you might actually be Picard." Trailing off she smiled at him and nodded. "And yes, you can keep doing all those things now." Lee said, squeezing his hand.

[lincolnmiller]

"I like it when you make that noise. And just because there's only one Picard, that doesn't stop me from wanting to be him." Lincoln murmured in response and looked at her happily as she kissed him. Laughing when she finally agreed that he was Picard, he squeezed her hand before bringing it up to kiss. "Good because I really want to."

Lincoln smiled, leaning down to press his forehead against hers. Brushing a kiss against his mouth, he parted his lips almost as if he was going to deepen the kiss before he turned his head at the last moment. He let out a soft laugh as he brushed a kiss against her cheek, her jaw then down to her neck. Pulling Lee closer to his body, he nipped at her throat as he kissed her there teasingly.

[thediceloveme]

It was lucky Lincoln liked those happy noises because now she couldn't seem to stop making them. She growled, though, when he teased her, but even that turned soft and breathy as he kissed her throat. Lee wasn't sure that she was ever going to get used to having him like this, completely free with his touches. Neither of them pulling back or self-censoring.

Turning her face, she kissed at his jaw while her hands wandered, slipping under his shirt. She'd touched him before, lots of times, but this was different somehow. Charged with lust and affection and naked want to have her hands on him. Lee smoothed her hands over his stomach and up over his chest, sighing and happy just to explore him.

[lincolnmiller]

Lincoln laughed, soft and breathless as he listened to Lee's frustrated little growl. Feeling a surge of desire, he pressed his hands into her hips and pulled her close so that they were pressed tight together. So, that she could feel exactly what those little noises were doing to him.

"Off?" Lincoln asked, mouth turning dry as he felt her hands slide beneath his shirt. Lifting his arms up, he pulled his shirt off over his head for her and tossed it onto the games table. Smiling at her, he grinned a little wickedly at her. Giving her the same look he always gave her when he was about to pick her up.

Pulling back, he lifted Lee easily up into his arms before carrying her towards the couch. He might've been staying the night but he doubted Lee would be quite comfortable retiring just yet.

[thediceloveme]

It wasn't like Lee was unaffected, but her arousal was a lot less obvious than Lincolns, especially as he pulled her close. She groaned and started to look down between them, unable to resist the temptation. Lincoln interrupted her with his question and she looked up again to see him tugging at his shirt, the long roll of his body as he stripped out of it sending a delicious shiver down her spine.

"Off." Lee agreed. "Definitely off." But before she could get her hands on him he gave her the look, the one that meant she was about to be hoisted up and manhandled. She grinned and wrapped her legs around his waist, hands in his hair and mouth finally finding his again as he moved them over to the couch.

[lincolnmiller]

"Yeah? Have you thought about that before then?" Lincoln asked quietly. His voice bemused by her demanding certainty like she's thought about it, about him before now. He'd certainly thought about her. "You okay then, we can do that."

Lincoln rocked his hips up slightly as he felt the delicious feel of her legs tighten around his waist. Carrying her over to the couch, he parted his lips with a moan as Lee kisses him.

"Lee... " Lincoln began, voice tight with desire as he lay her down on the sofa. Lying down beside her, he tugged her close to him as he kissed her heatedly. His hands wandering beneath her shirt like normal.

[thediceloveme]

"Have you seen you? You're perfect." She murmured as he laid down next to her. Pressing close, Lee smiled when he said her name, lips parting when she caught the tightness in his voice and realised it was because of her. A moment of conflicting signals had her body trying to ease away like she would have done normally, and press closer at the same time. Her stupid brain was confused after years of not seeing them this way. She blushed but kissed him back enthusiastically, arching into his hands as they wandered under her shirt.

"Linc..." She murmured against his mouth when they broke for air. Moving slowly, she dropped her mouth to his shoulder and kissed a trail down his collar bone, enjoying the way he smelled and tasted.

[lincolnmiller]

"Not really but I'll take your word for it, I'd hate to call you a liar." Lincoln murmured, looking down at her curiously as he watched her struggle to decide to move closer or away. Brushing a kiss against her mouth, he made the decision for her as he tugged her closer. His rough hands drawing up to just beneath her breasts and not venturing any further. For the moment. Even though she arched into his touch, making him ache and want to roll her beneath him.

"Can I-" Lincoln began as she broke the kiss, breathing in deeply and a little breathlessly his voice cut off as he felt her mouth against his shoulder. Swallowing he tensed slightly as he felt her kiss lower down. "That feels good, fuck Lee."

[thediceloveme]

"You keep calling me beautiful...It's my turn to make you blush." She said, smiling up at him. She wanted to move lower, to put her mouth all over him, but although the lines had been blurred when it came to touching eachother them for a while, this was different. This was them deliberately trying to find out what made eachother tick and not the same thing happening accidentally. "And I want to make you feel good. Is this okay?" She asked quietly, biting her lip as she hovered looking up at him, lips brushing lightly over his chest, fingers twitching on his ribs.

[lincolnmiller]

"Because you are, because I like seeing you blush." He replied, a smile lingering on his lips as his fingers grazed her breasts just a fraction. Smiling wryly, he leaned up onto his elbow and turned his body into hers.Sliding a leg between hers, he ran his hands round her side before sliding it down her back. Enjoying the warmth feel of her skin beneath his palm, it was like normal but just more.

"You do make me feel good," Lincoln murmured in response, wanting to kiss or bite her lips to stop her from biting them. Smiling, he swallowed and nodded as he felt her lips brush against his chest. Pressing his leg higher between hers, he tried not to rock against her or press against her too much. "That feels incredible. I'm all yours."